I pretend like I don’t care, but deep inside I am drowning in my despair
In truth, he never sees the tears that drop from my eyes cause all he looks at is her beautiful smile
My heart is chained in a cage with no key, and no matter how hard I try, I could never set it free
For it only beats for a boy who could never be mine
because he thinks he’s in love with another girl who goes beyond beauty’s line
Even a blind man could see that he’d choose her over me
because she is something I will never be
He holds her hand the way he used to hold mine
He laughs and talks to her all the time
He says he’d do anything for her
He says he’d even commit a crime
the boy is under her spell
And it takes all of me to stop myself from ridding him of his insanity
because he fell for a girl who doesn’t see him the way he sees her.
He fell for a girl who doesn’t see him the way I do.
She may be the beauty, but I refuse to be the beast
I wouldn’t dare destroy the smile that reaches his eyes
even if I know the shine comes from his love for her
I could only wait until it’s all over
Even though it hurts, I will act like I’m fine because in his eyes, I don’t go beyond the best friend line.
Even though it pains me to, I fake him a smile Because I’m not the one he cares for, I’m not the one he wants.
I’ll get this through my head and let him be with his girl because I’m not the one he longs for, I’m not the one he loves.
And no matter what I do, he will never love me back.
Because deep inside I know that the last petal in the delicate rose is bound to fall
The spell will be permanent and he will forever be caged in his false idea of love
~Inspired by Jean’s love life (or lack thereof) hehe jk. ily ❤